I’m very happy to have this baby. I’m scared because it’s very soon, and I feel like there should have been more time to be simple sweethearts with Boss before we thought about a family or getting married, but I always knew deep down in my heart I wanted children with him.

My only hope for her is that she has beautiful green eyes. I can deal with maybe the bambina coming out as a boy, or any birth defects she may have.. Just, Lord, please let my baby be born with green eyes.